Wednesday, March 14, 2012

It's already the 5th day...and we're still not talking. It felt like as if 5 months have pass. Things changes. We don't talk and hangout anymore. You changed, to a person you said you'd never be. You lied. You broke all the promises. How could you do this? :( Remember that night? You promised to bring me out everyday after your exams. But I doubt its gonna happen uh. You promised to teach me how to play ball. You promised you would watch that movie with me. I doubt all this is gonna happen uh. Have I done anything wrong? Is it you, or does the problems lies with me? :( I don't want what to do anymore, except wishing for you to remember, that you actually promised to do alot of things with me. :( I miss talking to you. I tried starting a conversation. I opened my whatsapp, opened our conversation and wrote something. But after umpteen times of reconsideration, I erased everything and closed my whatsapp. I really wanna talk to you, but at the same time, I really don't wanna bother you. :( You know, life sucks.

- I spend almost every moment of everyday wondering,
why am I not good enough for you.

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