Remember that day when i said you have to make your decision? Remember when you said "okay"? That okay that broke us a part? Well, i wasn't expecting you to stay, but i held on to every last bit of hope. Remember how i begged you to stay? Remember the valentines, two years ago? Remember how perfect the past was? Hah, fuck it..
I miss you, a lot. It's the 790th day you left and im still stupidly stuck here. i hate how i can't move on. i hate how i always tell myself that you'll be back someday, fighting for me. i knew this wouldn't happen but yeah.... hah stupid, right?
"and the sad thing is, the boys move on faster"
yeap, i totally agreed. might not always be guys that move on faster but it happens to me all the time. i hate how everyone are able to move on faster than me. i mean, don't i mean anyt to them? why? why isit so easy for them? don't they feel the pain? ugh its so annoying when you see your ex boyf/girlf texting another girl/boy and going out with another person. :( ugh fuck.
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