I miss you , miss your text , miss your smiles , miss your voice , miss those days where we go for lunch and dinner together . And I miss you being in my life . >: Tell me why , why must all this shit happen to us ? We used to be so close , we used to be fine . I miss the past so much . Can you please come back ? )': Hais , you're changing so much . You changed to a person I totally don't know . I used to know you so well , so well . But now ? Hah . I can't even read your mind . I don't even know what you want to say when you smile . I can , in the past . Remember those days ? Hmm , I'm always wondering , why ? Why can't I forget you ? why can't I forget 3 and 8 ? But I just couldn't find the answer no matter what . This feeling suck so much . Do you know ? Doubt so uh . "Why are you still holding on ?" This is what everybody ask me . Actually , I don't know why too . I just don't want to accept the fact that you're gone . I just feel like trying and trying . I just keep on telling myself you'll be back . I just have to hold on and wait . But ..... I'm tired of waiting already . Hais . Why am I thinking this way ? I often say you're giving me false hope , I didn't notice that I'm giving myself false hope too . So dumb , so stupid . Hais , when can I ever overcome 3rd and 8th ? When can I really move on ? When can all this shit stop ? When can everything come to an end ? I'm tired of facing all this alone . I'm tired of all these . Can all this end right now ? Or maybe after a nap ? When am I ever gonna wake up from this nightmare ?

-Forget how close you once were,

remember he has chosen her.