- I'm sorry for being so weak .

Told him how I really feel all along. I still haven't give up on us my dear. I'm sorry. I know you don't like it when I cry, but I really don't know what to do, except crying. You asked me why am I sad and upset during kaiying's birthday party. Tell you what, I finally found out the reason. Hah. What a joke. I'm happy that you cared. Thanks for all those concern you gave. Been so long since you last asked about me. But, don't give me false hope anymore please.