Replacement ?

It feels like everybody is taking me as a replacement . Yeah , really everybody, every single person in this world .. it feels so sickening , waking up every morning and having to accept the fact that I'm not important , having to accept the fact that I will never be good enough .. This kind of feeling really suck , a lot . I really hope that things would change. I want to change my life. No words could describe how much I hate this shitty life of mine . Yeah, I know life is supposed to be full of challenges, but ain't those challenges supposed to make me stronger than before ? But why do I feel like as if it's breaking down bit by bit ? I became someone different . Yknow, i used to be so strong. Really. But now ? Things really changed . And I miss being me . I miss being happy. I miss the past. I have no stress then. No problems, nothing to worry about. Hundreds and thousands of problems now, and it's killing me. Isn't it too much for a fifteen years old? If it's a process of growing up, thn forget it. I don't wanna grow up anymore..

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