I really really really hate the life I'm living now. Seriously. My happiness is like a curse to others . When I'm happy, all my friends is upset. I don't know why the fuck izit this way, I just feel so....fuck up? Why izit that when something good finally happened to me, something bad would happen to my friends? Izit a hint showing me, telling me that , my smile and laughter is a curse ? Yeah, of course certain people would say that I think too much.. but I'm not. This happened more than once. People would say that I'm paranoid, and others.. But they all never thought of how it'll feels like to be me, to be in this kind of fuck up situation .. They would think that they understand, but they don't...really..
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